If we do it now, how about flat?

I can't wait,
Wait for you to change your mind.
I can't wait,
Waiting is just making me go blind.
Did you ever lay awake at night,
Your face turned to the wall,
Drowning in your thoughtlessness, 
And cut off from it all?
I don't know,
Maybe for you it's not that late
But as for me,
Don't know how much longer I can wait.

It's got to end,
Everything about it just feels wrong.
I pretend
Being close to her where I don't belong.
Well, my back is to the sun 
Because the light is too intense,
I can see what everybody 
In the world is up against.
I'll stay here
Where I can feel the hand of fate.
And I don't know
How much longer I can wait.

Skies are grey.
Life is short, and I think of her a lot
I can't say 
If I want the pain to end or not.
Well, the blindness overtaking me 
Is beating like a [bad word] 
I don't know where it starts
Or where [bad word] from.
That's how it is
When I try to concentrate
And I don't know 
How much longer I can wait.

I've been drinkin' 
Drinkin' forbidden juices.
I've been leavin'
Leavin' on lame excuses.

My hands are cold.
The end of time has just begun.
I'm gettin' old -
Anything can happen now to anyone.
I walk across the floor 
'till I wear out my shoes.
Think you've lost it all, 
There's always more to lose.
I'm so clear,
She can keep my head on straight,
And I don't know 
How much longer I can wait.