Still I'm spreading my disease
To work it out this time
 [bad word] no, I won't retreat
Two times won't make it happen
Three times won't make it go
 [bad word]  make [bad word] 
I insist you make it flow

Now I'm chasing what I've learned
You won't be blind this time
Getting back what they have burned
Two times won't make it happen
Three times won't make it go
Overload, still it grows
I resist and make it flow

 [bad word] the ways of my vulnerable heart
million times before I get things right.
So fragile it hurts when I just fall apart.
Right, now!

Still I won't get what I deserve
Your search for dreams may falter
Paying back won't make it turn
Four times won't make it happen
Five times won't make it go
 [bad word]  from a tool
that brings me everlasting pain

 [bad word] the ways of my vulnerable heart
million times before I get things right.
So fragile it hurts when I just fall apart.
Right, now!

Those thoughts [bad word] my valuable time [x2]
In search for shelter I draw the line [x2]
Won't you give me another break 
to examine my growing and countless mistakes

 [bad word] the ways of my vulnerable heart
million times before I get things right.
So fragile it hurts when I just fall apart.
Right, now!