Why had my eyes got soaked [bad word] without tears? 
I understand all your demands
But my arms are too cold to hug you

 I'd never expected that this steel heart will bleed
Who can help me black out myself ?
Turn me into waste lest I should grieve

 If memory access is useless 
who will have blind faith in love ?
For what do I keep this shell of man?

Break up me !Discard me! And throw me to the end of the world! 
It's not hopeful but painful to keep loving me. No...no... 

Please efface me! Please consent to strive to pretend that we'd never loved
Don't be sympathetic to me. Anyhow, I've never felt pain