[bad word]  [bad word] the_antidote

maddening and oppressive mind
With no horns and fanfares this time
Just silence, where silence is I long
To the mask on weakness we all belong

Stab me with hate
Enforce my fate
Pain's my belonging
To death I am longing
The death I desire
The dead I admire
See no more illusion
Just thy persecution

So finish your work
Stab me with fork
Torture with knife
End useless life
Slit all my wrists
Quench your deep thirst
Every bone's broken
Agony's evoken

Skin's turning blue [bad word] through
Blood fills the eyes
Convulsions rise
Teeth grind each other
They never bother
The life is ending
Lights are descending

Those are who gain
All in their rein
And none a pest
Can take any rest
Heads turn away
Nothing to prey
vision gray
Feeble like they

Puddles of gore
Corpses of whores
Cover the floor
Craving for more
Going to gun store
Beat Columbine score
Death I adore
This is my lore

Such a desolated place
My destination was in disgrace
Chaos tears me apart...
So fast... So fast...

So fast!

- Just blame yourself for that, because
It's no one's fault
You're on the edge of your mind
Can you take this life?

- I can't take this life anymore
Hopeless by vultures skinning me alive
Thoughts bathed in the dark mist, I have to
Get out... get out...

So frigid, so bleak
My skin turns pale blue
Submerged in thy darkness
And seeking for clue

My tongue licks coldly
Interfering oddly
With human suspension
Across the intentions
Blood in my veins
Won't refuse to flow
So I could turn purple
Finally let go