And I felt myself going. I was in a great deal of pain. It was a very frightening experience I began to slip. I just started to feel myself going, and I remember trying to hold on “'Ill be ok, Ill be ok” and it got to a point where I just couldn't.

And everything began to just [bad word] very quiet and I can remember with every ounce of strength I had, I wanted to say goodbye to my wife. It was important to me.

And I did, I remember just turning my head and looking at her and saying: “I'm gonna die” “Goodbye Joan”, and I did…

It was then that I experienced.. experienced what we call a near death experience, for me it was nothing near about it, it was there.

It was a total immersion in light, brightness, warmth, peace, security

I did not have an out-of-body-experience, I did not see my body or any one about me… I just immediately went into this beautiful bright light.

It's difficult to describe, as a matter of fact is impossible to describe, verbally it cannot be expressed, it’s something which [bad word] you and you [bad word] it.

I could say that I was peace, I was love, I was the brightness, it was part of me.

Goodbye my friend,

life will never end.

And I feel like you…

And I breath on [bad word] 

Love is the life breath of all I see.

Love is [bad word] life inside of me.

And I know you somehow

as I hold you in my heart, in my heart.

There’s a fire in the sky, and I know it’s you…

There’s a light, it’s all around, and I know it’s you,

I know it’s you.

And I feel like you

‘cause I breath on [bad word] 

For I was always there…

I will always be there..

It's just so beautiful,

It was eternity, its like I was always there, and I will always be there

that my existence on earth was very brief, instant ...

I could say that I was peace, I was love, I was the brightness, it was part of me.