It is hard to describe how I feel inside
It's even worse to see nobody by my side
It is four in the morning I just shot the TV
I'm going to bed leaving my dreams on MTV

I got no reason to wake up, tomorrow I could sleep,
All day or start something, somehow
coz sunrise and sunset [bad word] forever
My illness leaves me weak-kneed and fevered.
It is not only a headache: I also feel afraid
I worry all the time when the panic attacks I'm scared
I feel like my soul is empty, my life's deprived of sense.
I always want to scream out as loudly as I can

It is hard to describe how I feel inside
It's even worse to see nobody by my side
It is four in the morning I just shot the TV
I'm going to bed leaving my dreams of MTV

I'm afraid of the future and I regret the past.
And when I see those old pictures it's all gone by so fast
Only a quarter of my life up but all hope is dead
I'll be confined to an office; it's not what I had planned.

In this abyss of what's [bad word] I don't know where I stand.
Someone should stretch out a rope now, stretch out a rope!
I put myself in a big mess,
I'm not sure I understand what people talk about
What they talk about!!

It is hard to describe how I feel inside
It's even worse to see nobody by my side
It is four in the morning I just shot the TV
I'm going to bed leaving my dreams of MTV

Money, Fame and Fashion what is it all worth?
If when you go out, you're not happy with your birth.
It's now five in the morning, I think this song's over
I wonder if I'll wake up tomorrow may not be better.