I've never felt so hopeless in all of my life,
I should have seen [bad word] 
I've never been so torn up,
Than I do tonight.
I don't wanna do this anymore, I'm moving on.

boy of anguish now, he's a man of soul,
Traded in his misery for the lonely life of the road.
The years were [bad word] to him no,
He wont let them go.
Lays awake tryna' find the man inside to pack his bags and escape this world.

I've never been so torn up in all of my life,
I should have seen [bad word] 
I've never felt so hopeless,
Than I do tonight.
I don't wanna do this anymore, I'm moving on.

He wanted to change the world, to make it all worthwhile.
So he put his pen to paper and poured out everything inside.
His red eyes tearing up at the man that he'd became
Slowly but surely on the fast track to falling into his grave.

I've never been so torn up in all of my life,
I should have seen [bad word] 
I've never felt so hopeless,
Than I do tonight.
I don't wanna do this anymore, I'm moving on.

I can't believe [bad word] so far in such a time,
And I'm still fighting on my own.
If I stop to catch my breath I may never breathe again, so just know this:

I've never been so torn up in all of my life, 
I can't believe I let myself breakdown.

I've never been so torn up in all of my life,
I should have seen [bad word] 
I've never felt so hopeless,
Than I do tonight.
I don't wanna do this anymore...

I've never been so torn up in all of my life,
I should have seen [bad word] 
I've never felt so hopeless,
Than I do tonight.
No I don't wanna do this anymore, I'm moving on.

boy of anguish now, he's a man of soul,
Traded in his misery for the lonely life of the road.