Original / Romaji Lyrics English Translation
umareta machi ga kirai datta 
taikutsu na hibi ga kirai datta 
kowarete tomatta tokei no hari ni 
kizukanai hito ga kirai datta

I've always hated the town I was born in 
The boring days with nothing to do 
And I hated people who 
Didn't notice their stopped, broken watches

uwabe no kotoba ga kirai datta 
gomakashi no uso ga kirai datta 
sono oku de minikuku toguro maita 
honne wa motto kirai datta

I also hated superficial words 
That made the lies people told to hide things 
When I say that, what I really mean 
Is that I just hate myself

sonna fuu ni [bad word]  subete norotta 
jibun ga nani yori kirai de sa

So I cursed everything 
Because I hate myself more than anything

mayowanai sube o [bad word] 
mayoikonda michi no [bad word] no saki 
naiteta hiza wo kakaeta 
yowamushi na boku ni otozureta kiseki 
sashidasareta sono te no mukou ni ita no wa 
kimi nanda

I try to find a way 
Past this dead-end path I find myself lost in 
There I was, broken down  
With my knees to my chest 
When a miracle reached out its hand to save me 
It was you

 [bad word] nara aisanai hou ga 
 [bad word] nara shinjinai hou ga 
 [bad word] nara tsutaenai hou ga 
miushinau nara sagasanai hou ga

If I'm going to be hated, why should I love anyone? 
If I'm going to be tricked, why should I believe anything? 
If I'm going to be laughed at, why should I talk about things? 
If I'm just going to end up losing it, why search for it?

jibun wo [bad word] de shibatta 
 [bad word] ja doko mo mezasenainda 
itsuka tanisoko ni ochiteku shinro 
soremade kizuki mo shinai manma

I bound myself with [bad word] 
And refused to aim to achieve anything higher 
Before I realized it 
My life dreams had fallen into the gutter

sonna fuu ni [bad word]  subete itsuwatte 
jibun ni kusari o kaketa no sa

In that way, I set out to sabotage myself 
By living my life as a lie

wasuretai  sou negau hodo 
wasurerarenai mono ga yama hodo [bad word] yo 
obiete  ashi ga sukunde 
nani mo dekinai boku o sukuidasu kiseki 
tayasuku kono kusari o hodoita no wa 
kimi nanda

As much as I want to forget 
There's just too much that happened 
So instead I'm fighting back 
With my heels to the ground 
Because now I have you 
The miracle that will save me from myself

kimi nanda 
dare ni mo sagasarenakatta maigo no boku o 
mitsukete  [bad word] 
namae o yonde kureta koto 
soredake ga subete

I have you 
Who found me when no one else thought to 
You called my name 
Just by doing that  
You changed my world

mayowanai hi wa nai kedo 
kirai datta mono wa naku naranai kedo 
obiete  nando mo naite 
soredemo boku wa mata [bad word] yukeru kara 
sashidasareta sono te o tsuyoku nigitte irereba 
tsunaide irereba  zutto

There will never be a day I'm not lost 
And I'll probably never stop hating the things I do 
I'll scream and cry with [bad word] 
But I can still move forward 
So long as your hand is holding mine 
Connecting you to me