Don’t shut me out, forget who I was- what I was about
Look hard enough, i’m right where I always was.
I gave it up, I gave up what I, I really loved.
See me now, but I died long ago.
So what you see now, is not what you get
And what you don’t see I want to forget.
 [bad word] 
I’ve been far away, I can’t find words to say where i’ve been
I’d call out for days, lost in Silent Space, you didn’t hear me.

There’s a firewall, stuck between me and what I was before.
I’m loaded up, but fighting fire with fire burns.
See me now, do I look the same?
If you knew the half of what has changed,
You’d look at me, in oh such a different way.
I cut all my ties at any cost, but no-one held on when I drifted off. [bad word] I’ve been far away, I can’t find words to say where i’ve been
I’d call out for days, lost in Silent Space, you didn’t hear me.