When I have to leave you my dear, 
The way will be long from you my dear 
My heart is not cold when I think of you 
The sounds from my mouth can tell you everything I feel -- sadness that makes me happy 
When you look at me, I see all the sorrow I bring to you 
The hope you so wanted to have, kind as kind can be 
I can no longer find strength to love you 
I cannot leave you my dear, my heart is tearing apart 
I can feel things inside of me, things that are good but others that are [bad word] What we say we are is only a way for us to achieve [bad word] in what we do