i don't want to go down
you don't want to go down 
i am just a particle
a [bad word] a speck
an iota 

a mountain
a reindeer
a shockwave
an ocean

hot
cool
hotter
cold

boiling water in the icebox - my corporeal form

walk fast, yet no fussiness
preserving passion for the ambush
when it's time to lie paralyzed
contemplating cracks
that don't exist

blank
filled
hollow
brimming

floating vessel hurried forwards
driven by labor pains

trick it
trick it
trick it
trick it
trick it 
if you can
keep your head cold after frying it on frying pan
hold back on vertigo in a hurricane

kick it
kick it
kick it
kick it
kick it
in the teeth
for them to grow twice
to provide
with a piece
of advice

i turned 13 when i was 21