hiza wo kakete yubiori [bad word] kanaerarenai nuritsubusareta yume
jaguchi nejireba nagaredasu mousou
karakara no nodo nomikomenai serifu

Clutching my knees I count on my fingers
All my dreams, blacked out, that can [bad word] [bad word] Twisting the faucet, delusions pour out
Words that my dry throat cannot swallow

kon’na omoi wo dare ga rikai [bad word] to iu no
hajime kara odorasareteita dake dakara
harimegurasareteku ito wo sen’ wo ten’ wo
tsumuide hodoite [bad word] joudan’ janai ya iyaiya…

Are you saying that someone else can understand how I feel?
From the very beginning I’ve just been made to dance this way and that
All of these strings and threads and points [bad word] about me,
Weaving and unraveling and balling up – Don’t play with me!! No.. No..

yasashiku shinaide

Don’t be kind to me!!!

furihodoite furihodoite
namida no uzu nomikomarete
don’na ni tada negaou tomo hibikanai utagoe
dare no tame ni nan’ no tame ni
watashi wa [bad word] wasuresasete
koko ni [bad word] no doko ni itemo
dare demo iin’ dakara

Shaking this off here, shaking that off there
I’m swallowed in a whirlpool of tears
No matter how much I wish and plead my voice does not sound
For whose sake, for what reason?
I here? Please let me forget!
I am here, but no matter where I am…
It doesn’t matter who it is…

tsume wo tatete wa hada ni ato [bad word] imashime ni [bad word] son’na watashi ni tada negau basho kara sukasuka no kotoba wo
poroporo koboshi [bad word] dake ne

Sticking my nails into my skin I leave a mark
As a warning to myself, while you just smile from the place I desperately wish to be
Pouring empty words over me…

kon’na omoi wa dare mo rikai [bad word] kara [bad word] furi wo [bad word] kitai wo [bad word] don’na ni saken’demo oto mo uta mo koe mo
nagete yugan’de kuzurete joudan’ janai ya iyaiya…

I don’t want anyone else to understand how I feel, so
I pretend those words reach me, and carry on your expectations
No matter how I scream, every sound, every song, every voice
Crying twists and [bad word] – Don’t play with me!! No.. No..

yasashiku shinaide mou subete

Don’t be kind to me!! Please… everything is…

furihodoite furihodoite
namida no uzu nomikomarete
don’na ni tada negaou tomo hibikanai utagoe
dare no tame ni nan’ no tame ni
watashi wa [bad word] wasuresasete
koko ni itemo shosen’ wa tada
yumemonogatari dakara

Shaking this off here, shaking that off there
I’m swallowed in a whirlpool of tears
No matter how much I wish and plead my voice does not sound
For whose sake, for what reason?
I here? Please let me forget!
Even if I am here, after all this is
Nothing more than a dream…