ELECTROLYTE 

Everything that’s left of me
Is like the scraps of [bad word] the filth through my core
I breaks up into the ions.
Through destroying myself
I of benefit…
Do you believe that 
It’s a worth while exchange?

And all that I know is all I feel.
So many thoughts are verboten…
Sometimes it seems to me so unreal,
But it’s a bitter [bad word] 
I fell a victim of my weak side,
Digressing my mind-guide…

Let you hate me… I reveal your worst,
But my efforts will be wasted.
How can you live and deny the facts that
You had shortened the time for demise?

When I close my eyes
All that was so dear falls into the chaos.
Deception dressed in alms-deed desecrates my views…
I give up my faith in mankind’s sanity…
Aesthetic lie explodes my heart 
And causes the indifference…

And everything that I can see
Does matter no more of the total lie.
Integrity has just died,
So I follow the procession…
This worldwide [bad word] me
To be ever on standby…
So I must try to find any answers for my questions…