My Impulse feat. Dex [VOCALOID Original Song]   

https:/ [bad word] nostraightanswer/my-impulse-feat-dex-vocaloid-original-song  

"Don't look at me, I'm falling apart..."
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Song Info
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Music: nostraightanswer (Kenji-B)
Illustration: EmpathP
Vocal: Dex (English VOCALOID 4 Library)

128kbps mp3: www [bad word] s/7pyt3jgitdiglw1…_128kbps.mp3?dl=0
128kbps off-vocal: www [bad word] s/lerkte70apun95c…_128kbps.mp3?dl=0

HQ Versions of each file are available to Patreon backers!: www [bad word] nostraightanswer

GET DEX: www.zero-g.co.uk/store/vocaloid4-dex-p544.php
GET DAINA: www.zero-g.co.uk/store/vocaloid4-daina-p545.php
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Song Info
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THEY'RE OUT!
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This is a song about trigger responses.
As someone who isn't really sure if he experiences trigger reactions, I based it on my own... possibly trigger reactions, I guess.
"I wanna go home" is a phrase my sister and I use to indicate we are going through emotional [bad word]  usually moderate-to-severe intensity. I tried to reference this phrase in the [bad word] 
This is my first rock song. You'll have to forgive the lack of actual guitars. It's kind of more... "Electrock"? "Synthrock"? I dunno.
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Also Aki finished the art for this so freaking fast. She was super hype for this song. I really love it. Thanks a bunch, Aki!

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Lyrics
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What did I do
to call upon these
memories?
What blew the fuse?

How can I see
something I locked tight
and threw away the key?

It doesn't even matter now
It shouldn't even matter now
Why does it even matter now
if I'm supposed to be safe and sound?

I feel like going numb,
Now my [bad word] undone

Tell me it'll be alright
Tell me that I will be fine
Tell me it's okay to cry
Tell me hope is still alive

Tell me what I should be saying
Tell me that we all need saving
Tell me won't you tell me
I'll be going home tonight

But when [bad word] to shove
All the answers are not rising above
So why do I love
to reach out so much?

Tell me it'll be alright
Tell me that I will be fine
Tell me it's okay to cry
Tell me hope is still alive

Tell me what I should be saying
Tell me that we all need saving
Tell me, won't you tell me
I'll be going home tonight

Tell me it'll be alright
Tell me that I will be fine
Tell me it's okay to cry
Tell me hope is still alive

Tell me what I should be saying
Tell me that we all need saving
Tell me- 
No, don't you tell me that,
"It's all a part of life...
like it or not."