Broken hope, frozen bones, stone eyes.
My mind burns through the night
As my love turns to ash.
Forever haunted by my past.
 [bad word] 
I feel the knife turn.
I watch my life descend.
In spite of the world.
The fight will never end.

I've paid in pain and abuse.
To expose the lies that you call [bad word] 
No matter the reproach expressed.
I will never die a silent death.