so [bad word] 
so humiliated
so addicted to someone
now so irritated
so confused and
so get used to it
so manipulated
i feel so jaded

you can make it
you can make it
you can make it
make it go away
but i don't want you
i don't want you
i don't want you
i don't want you to stay

i don't want to be like you

so broken
all the words are spoken
so i seek for nothing
so i'm sick of lying
so i'm flying into nowhere
like a kite
so useless
my life is black and white