You were just a mistake,
Nothing I had planned for, nothing I wanted,
 [bad word] everything I had,
Just know I wanted you dead
There is no god
There is no heaven

And love is just a word we say,
Don't get this confused,
Can't seem to block this,
I keep looking back,
Keep moving backwards,
I'll wish you dead till it's done

There's nothing for you here
I keep you locked and shoved away,
You'll stay so far away from me

I am the devil,
I am your lack of sleep,
God can't help you now

She was just a mistake,
I never loved her,
I never needed her,
She was your last hope but it's my turn,
I waited for this

There's nothing for you here,
I'll keep you locked and shoved away,
You'll stay so far away from me

You are not my son,
I am not your father,
Just know one thing,
I wanted you dead,
There's nothing left here