[bad word] Undone"

Too late
Keep holding on
When my brain's tickin' like a bomb
Guess the black thoughts [bad word] Again to get me
Sweet bitter words
Unlike nothing I have heard
Sing along mocking bird
You don't affect me

That's right
Deliverance of my heart
Please strike
Be deliberate

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Wait
 [bad word] undone
Irate
 [bad word] undone
Too late
 [bad word] undone
One looks so strong
So delicate
Wait
I'm starting to suffocate
And soon I anticipate
 [bad word] undone
One looks so strong
So delicate

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I'm trying to hold it together
Head is lighter than a feather
Looks like I'm not getting better
Not getting better

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