I hurt myself today
 To see if I still feel
 I focus on the pain
 The only thing that’s real
 The needle tears a hole
 The old familiar sting
 Try to kill it all away
 But I remember everything
 
 What have I [bad word]  My sweetest friend
 Everyone I know goes away
 In the end
 And you could have it all
 My empire of dirt
 I will let you down
 I will make you hurt
 
 I wear this crown of thorns
 Upon my liar’s chair 
 Full of broken thoughts
 I cannot repair
 Beneath the stains of time
 The feelings disappear
 You are someone else
 I am still right here
 
 What have I [bad word]  My sweetest friend
 Everyone I know goes away
 In the end
 And you could have it all
 My empire of dirt
 I will let you down
 I will make you hurt
 
 If I could start again
 million miles away
 I would keep myself
 I would find a way