It wasn't the rain that washed away
Rinsed out the colours of Your eyes
Putting the gun down on the bedside table
I must have realized

It wasn't the rain that made no difference
And I could have sworn, it wasn't me
Yet I did it all so coldly, almost slowly
Plain for all to see
 [bad word] on, please now
Talk to me, tell me
Things I could find helpful
How can I stop now?
Is there nothing I can do?
I have lost my way
I've been losing You

I can still hear our [bad word] You're hissing Your s's like a snake
Now in the mirror stands half a man
I thought no one could break 

It wasn't the rain that made no difference
Nervously [bad word] on: [bad word] away"
But I want the guilt to get me, thoughts to wreck me
Preying on my mind

So, please now
Talk to me, tell me 
Things I could find helpful
For how can I stop now?
Is there nothing I can do?
I have lost my way
I've been losing You...