Holding on to nothing else but faith
What dies with war are memories erased
mental battle straight into the fire
Frozen fields across the razor wire

Underwater, thousand miles below
distant light, an iridescent glow
I'm awake inside an ancient dream
 [bad word] alive, I suffocate.. I scream

Bitter is a taste I can't explain
Lying in the trench I pray for rain
Have [bad word] down just like a flood
Wash away the iron in the blood

You can call me honest call me guilty
Call me a king or call me a slave
I'm alone inside my head--
My ignorance, my castle and my cave.

Hear the [bad word]  listen to the [bad word] 
Wind is blowing hot, [bad word] undone
Slipping back into the endless night
Never giving up without a fight