Hot [bad word] son where should I start/ 
on my sleeves I was wearing my heart/ 
My beliefs I was tearing apart/ 
cause she was my religion I declared as an art/
Idolized her, itemized her/ 
fiend for the esteem I secrete & supplied her/ 
for I too am to blame for I used her/ 
to view her's a living proclaim I'm not a loser/
To walk next to her you'd understand/ 
to be her man most think that you'd have to throw a check to her/ 
I mean dog, I fooled off the might I get/ 
when men would drool off the sight of the chick that I'm with/ 
excite's the word to describe being next to something that's desired/ 
to possess requires obsession/ 
I need her in my life so she I invest in/ 

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 Superficial, super, loving 

 Most things being chased don't want to be/ 
But she keeps a pace where her face stays in front of me/ 
what a great catch, don't let her get to near/
Biggest fear is that my interest would disappear/
I ain't escape yet, but in time I'll find something to climb for the challenge of it mere/
sweet nothings in the ear of my next here/ 
my dear in the making I make tears/ 
from the faces of beauty I've turned ugly/ 
I want you to want me to be unclear/ 
I'm so good at courting & yet keeping/ 
I ain't quit perfected I'm just horrid/ 
steady deceiving myself/ 
believing I ain't leaving for somebody else/ 
It's a cycle I just can't get through/ 
I love her right now though, superficial/ 

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