It's not right

Did I jump into love?
Didn't know how to land
Now I'm deep into water
Unable to stand
Can I silence the dangers
Be blind to the signs?
I see hearts breaking around me
What will happen to mine?

Every now and then
I feel these questions creeping in
But if you leave me in the middle of nowhere
And I can't get back again

Every now and then
All these fears I have speaking
Well, if you leave me in the middle of winter
Never to see the sun again

Now that I'm in silent suffering
It's not right, it's not right

Does it feel good to let you
closer to me?
Did I get what I wanted 
and not what I need? 
Can I carry the weight
of these secrets and doubts?
I know they're never spoken, 
but inside they're calling out. 

Every now and then
I feel these questions creeping in
But if you leave me in the middle of nowhere
And I can't get back again

Every now and then
All these fears I have speaking
Well, if you leave me in the middle of winter
Never to see the sun again

Now that I'm in silent suffering
It's not right, it's not right

In the voices hard to fight
I'm scared my heart is saying
It is not right, its not right
I'm not made to be afraid oh

Every now and then
I feel these questions creeping in
But if you me in the middle of nowhere
And I can't get back again

Every now and then
All these fears I have speaking
Well, if you leave me in the middle of winter
Never to see the sun again

Every now and then I feel these questions creeping in
Stuck in the middle of nowhere and I can't back again
Now that I'm in silent suffering oh no
It's not right