I don’t know who to [bad word] 
No surprise
Everyone feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts sift through dust
And the lies

Trying not to break
But I’m so tired of this deceit
Every time I try to make myself
Get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring time between
And how
Trying to put my [bad word] in you
Just takes so much out of me

I take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
’Cause I swear/for the last time
I won’t [bad word] myself with you

Tension is building inside
Steadily
Everyone feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts forcing their way
Out of me

Trying not to break
But I’m so tired of this deceit
Every time I try to make myself
Get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring time between
And how
Trying to put my [bad word] in you
Just takes so much out of me

I take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
’Cause I swear/for the last time
I won’t [bad word] myself with you
I won’t waste myself on you, you, you
Waste myself on you, you, you

I’ll take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
’Cause I swear/for the last time
I won’t [bad word] myself with you
Everything from the inside
And just throw it all away
’Cause I swear/for the last time
I won’t [bad word] myself with you, you, you