there are things
that i said i would never do
there are fears
that i can not believe [bad word] [bad word] 
for my soul
is too sick, and too little, and too late
and myself
i have grown too weary to hate

the more i stay in here
the more it's not so clear
the more i stay in here
the more i disappear

as far as i have gone
i knew what side i'm on
but now i'm not so sure
the line begins to blur

is there somebody on top of me?
i don't know, i don't know
isn't anybody stopping me?
i don't know, i don't know

i won't try and hold my breath
i don't know, i don't know
just how far down can i go?
i don't know, i don't know, i don't know

as i lie here and stare
the fabric starts to tear
it's far beyond repair
and i don't really care

as far as i have gone
i knew what side i'm on
but now i'm not so sure
the line begins to blur

all that we were is gone, we have to hold on
all that we were is gone, we have to hold on
when all our hope is gone, we have to hold on
all that we were is gone, but we can hold on

i don't know, i don't know, i don't know

as i lie here and stare
the fabric starts to tear
it's far beyond repair
and i don't really care

as far as i have gone
i knew what side i'm on
but now i'm not so sure
the line begins to blur

you and me
even after everything
you're the queen and i'm the king
nothing else means anything

you get me closer to god

the line begins to blur