Nothing ever stops all these thoughts
And the pain attached to them
Sometimes I wonder why this is happening
It’s like nothing I can do
Will distract me when
I think of how I shot myself in the back again
’Cause from the infinite words I could say/I
Put all the pain you gave to me on
Display/But didn’t
Realize/Instead of setting it free/I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me

[It never goes away] never goes away

And now
You’ve [bad word] a part of me
You’ll always be right here
You’ve [bad word] a part of me
You’ll always be my fear
I can’t separate myself from
What I’ve done
Giving up a part of me
I’ve let myself [bad word] you

Hearing your name/the [bad word] back again
I remember when it started happening
I’d see you in every thought I had and then
The thoughts slowly found words
Attached to them
And I knew as they escaped away I [bad word] myself to them/and every day I
Regret saying those things/’cause now
I see/that I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me

[It never goes away] never goes away

And now
You’ve [bad word] a part of me
You’ll always be right here
You’ve [bad word] a part of me
You’ll always be my fear
I can’t separate myself from
What I’ve done
Giving up a part of me
I’ve let myself [bad word] you

[It never goes away]
Never goes away, never goes away
Never goes away

Get away from
Me
Gimme my space back/you gotta just
Go [bad word] down to memories of
You
I’ve kept it in but now I’m letting you
Know
I’ve let you go
So get away from me
Gimme my space back/you gotta just
Go [bad word] down to memories of
You
I’ve kept it in but now I’m letting you
Know
I’ve let you go, go..
And now
You’ve [bad word] a part of me
You’ll always be right here
You’ve [bad word] a part of me
You’ll always be my fear
I can’t separate myself from
What I’ve done
Giving up a part of me
I’ve let myself [bad word] you

I’ve let myself [bad word] you
I’ve let myself [bad word] lost inside these
Thoughts of you
Giving up a part of me
I’ve let myself [bad word] you

DON'T STAY
Sometimes I need to remember just to breathe
Sometimes I need you to stay away from me
Sometimes I'm in disbelief I didn't know
Somehow I need you to go

Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don't stay

Sometimes I feel like I [bad word] you too well
Sometimes I just feel like screaming at myself
Sometimes I'm in disbelief I didn't know
Somehow I need to be alone

Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don't stay

I don't need you anymore, I don't want to be ignored
I don't need one more day of you wasting me away
I don't need you anymore, I don't want to be ignored
I don't need one more day of you wasting me away
With no apologies

Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don't stay