didn't know what this would be
but I knew I didn't see
what you thought
you saw in me

I jumped the gun
so sure you'd split [bad word] 
ready for the worst
before the damage was done

the storm never came
or it never was
didn't know getting lost in the blue
it meant I wound up losing you

 [bad word] to the inner workings of my mind
so dark and foul I can't disguise
can't disguise
nights like this
I [bad word] afraid
of the darkness in my heart
hurricane

what's wrong with me
why not understand and see
I never saw
what you saw in me

keep my eyes open
my lips sealed
my heart closed
and my ears peeled

 [bad word] to the inner workings of my mind
so dark and foul I can't disguise
can't disguise
nights like this I [bad word] afraid
of the darkness in my heart
hurricane

make ash and leave the dust behind
lady diamond in the sky
wild light
glowing bright
to guide me
when I fall
I fall on tragedy

 [bad word] to the inner workings of my mind
so dark and foul I can't disguise
can't disguise
nights like this I [bad word] afraid
of the darkness in my heart
hurricane