I tried to keep all of my problems 
 Locked up inside a crowded room
 Why should I show any feeling
 When my opinion's exiled to the shelf?

 I've forgotten myself, I don't want nobody's help
 I'm too tired to think, to breathe, to just be
 As long as you know this is the real me
 I just a test? 
 I confess, my concern is my [bad word] 
 No way, how does this all fit? 
 I didn't see what was happening
 Drown my pain with a glass tonight
 I reach to hold what makes me alive
 No way, how does this all fit?
 I didn't see what was happening
 Drown my pain with a glass tonight
 I reach to hold what makes me alive

 Down I go into black holes to find 
 What I've been looking for on endless roads
 I walk in a haze, I try to stay to my own lanes
 I'm too tired to think, to breathe, to just be
 When will I crash and burn to sleep?

 I just a test?
 I confess, my concern is my [bad word]  The way I see it I've got two choices, to win or to fail

 No way, how does this all fit? 
 I didn't see what was happening
 Drown my pain with a glass tonight
 I reach to hold what makes me alive
 No way, how does this all fit?
 I didn't see what was happening
 Drown my pain with a glass tonight
 I reach to hold what makes me alive

 Every corner I may take 
 Always leads me back this way
 I see now it's crystal clear
 What I hear is what I fear

 No way, how does this all fit?