It’s 2am. The lights are off.
and I’m just laying down contemplating on
some things that I’ve tried to take apart and analyze
crowding up my mind. tell me if I have enough time
for myself. by myself.
and I always let my pride get in the way
to call for help. but is there help?
‘cause all these so-called friends I have they always say
“I’m there for you” but no you’re not
you take for granted what you got
if you [bad word] around, it’s only when those bottles pop
but never when I’m down, I swear I think I give too much
to people nowadays, maybe I should stop to give a [bad word] 
but I can’t no matter how hard I try
‘cause I care about your happiness more than I care for mine
and I think it finally took it’s toll
‘cause I realize I’m better off alone
so I’mma let it go tonight..
I’mma let it go tonight
and I think I had enough. No, I know I had enough
I’d give you my all that you would take advantage of
and I’m sick of being used. Instead of being loved
and I miss having those friends. The ones that you can [bad word] 
so I lay down in my room, and I’m flipping through these pages
we hope for something new but never ready for the changes
so this is where I stand and I hope you understand
that I ain’t gonna let you be the one that holds me back
so I’mma let you go tonight…