You said you want the [bad word]  but you can't take it
So I've give you lies
I give you lies
You said you want the best, but you destroy it
So I keep it inside
I keep it inside
I tell you sometheing
It's a double edge sword you're givin
I can't see the [bad word] in living
When we hide behind a wall of fear
And you don't see it
It's a twisted dream you believe in
And what's the use in pretending,
Let's make the smoking mirrors disappear

So there I said it
And I won't apologize to you anymore
Cuz I'm a grown [bad word] man and won't live again
And I'm sick and tired of living in your shadows
So there I said
No I won't apologize to you anymore
Cuz I'm a grown up [bad word] man and I don't understand
Why I should I be living in your shadows?
So there I said it

You wanna hear my voice, my mind, my demons
But not too much
Or you'll give up
I'll tell you something,
It's a double edge sword you're givin
And I can see the [bad word] you living
When you hide
And you don't see it
It's a twisted dream you believe in
And what's the use in pretending,
Let's make the smoking mirrors disappear

So there i said it...