I've this creeping 
Suspicion that things here are not as they seem 
Oh, reassure me 
Why do I feel as if I'm in too deep? 
Oh, I've been praying 
For some way to show them 
I'm not what they see 
Oh, I have done wrong 
But what I did I thought needed be done 
I swear 
Oh, Unholy day 
If I leave now I might get away 
God knows it weighs on me 
As heavy as stone and as blue as I go 
I was just wondering if [bad word] along 
Hold up my head when my head won't hold on 
I'll do the same if the same's what you want 
But if not I'll go 
I will go a long way 
Far from that fool's mistake 
And now forever pay 
 [bad word] 
I [bad word] and I'll be ok 
I was just wondering if [bad word] along 
Hold up my head when my head won't hold on 
I'll do the same if the same's what you want 
But if not I'll go 
I will go a long way 
To bury the past 
For I don't want to pay 
Oh, and I wish this 
To turn back the clock and do over again 
I was just wondering if [bad word] along 
Hold up my head when my head won't hold on 
I'll do the same if the same's what you want 
But if not I'll go 
I will go alone 
Oh, I need so 
To stay in your arms see you smile hold you close 
Oh, And it weighs on me 
As heavy as stone and a bone chilling cold 
I was just wondering if [bad word] along 
Just tell me you will 

Let it all fall out 
Let it all fall out