Turning off and toughening up. Well that's a dumb idea of smart. But you'll have to live with yourself, just you and your unique beautiful woman's entitlement. No one knows what "I love you" means, but I know it's a thing [bad word] up against inside yourself. Now you're worried about what our friends say after you've had everything your own way. You made a choice to be dishonest with me, you made a choice to give up on everything. You've chosen to stomp on my vulnerability. And now you're vain enough to expect sympathy. How old is this perfect child? I've kept my cool while I've destroyed most things I've ever destroyed. I can remain all la-dee-da while [bad word]  so what's the difference, cool and collected or otherwise? I stand doomed and accused, [bad word] accustomed to your so hard won so-whatsdom. So what's the difference, cool and collected or otherwise? Still a pilgrim or a pirate, still pointed towards the shore. Still ahoy and it's hot today matees, still a wonder and a bore. But weren't you aware of it all, and weren't you in awe of the claw that clenched you all over and scared you and just left you blaming? I'm doomed to do some so-and-so, and to me you'll be some so-and-so, and I'll be just your old ex-so-and-so. I'll see you on the street sometime, so-and-so. Introduce you to my new so-and-so, politely shake hands with your so-and so, smile at the son of so-and-so. Your child to me will just be some so-and-so.