3 months of Winter coldness and hallmark holidays
I kept these feelings in my head, I thought they'd go away
But the lies I webbed around myself can't hold me anymore
And even though I said I change, I'm still the man before

The time [bad word] to [bad word] change, the end is drawing near
But it's also time to say goodbye, my life is ending here
Was a good ride I can say, even though we had some tears
But I took a hold of my dreams and trampled all my fears

(Winter wrap up)
And this guilt is killing me, it's tearing me apart each day,
(Winter wrap up)
and slowly makes me bleed, cry to the heavens everyday
(Winter wrap up)
All hope is gone, the weight on my shoulders are my lies
(Winter wrap up)
I cant hold it anymore, at this point I'd much rather die...

...Just another boy with dreams...
...Stuck in a world that disagrees...
...I guess that makes me a sinner...
Doesn't [bad word] back a winner...

Bringing home those wads of cash, a first-born's job begins
And clearing up those restraining loans, to make the cash flow in
We had a plan, it was all prepared, how could I [bad word] it all
No matter how hard I tried, I was bound to make that fall

(Winter wrap up)
And this guilt is killing me, it's tearing me apart each day,
(Winter wrap up)
and slowly makes me bleed, cry to the heavens everyday
(Winter wrap up)
All hope is gone, the weight on my shoulders are my lies
(Winter wrap up)
I cant hold it anymore, at this point I'd much rather die...

...Just another boy with dreams...
...Stuck in a world that disagrees...
...I guess that makes me a sinner...
...Doesn't matter [bad word] back a winner...

No easy times lay ahead, with just broken dreams
Blacklisted by all of my friends, everyone it seems
Lies, deceptions, damaged [bad word]  broken promises, too
We must work so very hard, It's just too much to do

...Just another boy with dreams...
...Stuck in a world that disagrees...
...I guess that makes me a sinner...
Doesn't matter... [bad word] back a winner...

dies