[bad word] eurovisionsongcontest

Honey, I'm telling the [bad word] 
I did something terrible in my early youth 
My mind went blank, I lost control 
I was just a little boy, I did not know 
I better let you go... 

To find the prince you thought you found in me 
I better set you free and give you up 
Just wave and say goodbye and let you live 
Without a monster like me 
Honey, what am I to you 
Now I have pulled the trigger on this awful [bad word] 
Oh hold me now, cause I'm burning up 
Sing me something beautiful, just make it stop 
I better let you go... 

To find the prince you thought you found in me 
I better set you free and give you up 
Just wave and say goodbye and let you live 
Without a monster like me