Like a ghost that came from an old beginning 

you heated up a freezing destiny 

but I told myself I had a change to live a better life by loving someone new 
 [bad word]  

I miss the mind of the wonderful 

I let the icy [bad word] through me cold 

and no one knows 

I keep the pain of a broken soul 

wounds that just won't heal and no one knows 

not even you! 

We had a love, a future - we are honest 

but my [bad word] held so many little lies 

Can't turn the page, can't rerrange 

It's written in the sand and tide is moving in. 

Cold is the night 

Cold are my hands 

Cold as my heart