Only a trist dream…

Overwhelmed by a dark haze
Heavy as a rock, [bad word] by its weight
subtle cold breeze, constant, but yet unknown

Only a trist dream…

No end, nothing to hold on to
My goal seems so far away

This lonely landscape
These dismal fields
And this burden too heavy to bear
Into eternity, into exhaustion – Into death

I feel I’m trapped in an unreal sleep
That does seem to end
It will not end
I am dead