All around me are once well-known memories 
Laughing at me, Laughing at me 
They keep laughing until I can't stand it, 
Please ignore it, I can't ignore it. 
And there came a day when I stood up and, 
Made them silent, dead in silence, 
Your the only one that I have left now, 
Please don't leave me, please don't leave me. 

And I find it kinda funny 
I find it kinda sad 
That I've [bad word] a monster 
And you tell me I'm not bad. 
I find it hard to tell you 
I find it hard to take 
You're my friend and moirail Karkat 
But how can you love a, Monster? Monster? 

Ever since I was a [bad word]  they said that 
All would praise me, All would bow to me 
And I feel that I now hate those words that, 
Ripped right through me, Consumed all of me 
Blood from every troll now drips from my hands, 
Bleeding rainbows, Bloody rainbows 
Karkat help me, can you tell me frankly: 
Have I gone mad? I going mad? 

And I find it kinda funny 
I find it kinda sad 
That I've [bad word] a monster 
And you tell me I'm not bad. 
I find it hard to tell you 
I find it hard to take 
You're my friend and moirail Karkat 
But how can you love a, Monster? Monster? Murderer? Monster?