Oh, won’t you tell me? Please, just tell me.
Explain how this should work.

I fear who could it be that lives inside of me.
My conscience cracking, mind reacting,
surrounded by the world.
But here, you’re smiling [bad word] blind to life.

It’s over now. I’ve been hurt somehow. 
At once, I stop my breath.
The [bad word] I seek never felt so bleak, but
I maintain my depth.

Freeze.

I’m breakable; unbreakable
I’m shaking, yet unshakable,
until the day I track you down. 

I’ll stand here,
Existing and feeling wretched existence,
consuming life-force, till I grow distant.
There’s no use [bad word] the friend you used to need; so don’t expect me.
I don’t want to hurt you, it’s not my nature.
This sketchy place, drawn into space won’t be your saviour.
So, please, think of me, the way I used to be.
As vivid as can be.

The isolation spreads and tears.
Those happy days, pierce into me.
These lonely memories cease to care;
they spread throughout my history.

I’ll never move.
I’ll never lose.
I’ll never move.
I’ll never lose.
I’ll never move.
I’ll never lose you.
UNRAVEL GHOUL!!

At once, I start changing,
yet everything’s remaining.
These lives I felt would join as one,
they fade away before they’ve begun.
I’m breakable; unbreakable.
I’m shaking, yet unshakable,
until these hands “contaminate” you.

I’ll stand here existing and feeling wretched existence,
consuming life-force, till I grow distant.
There’s no use [bad word] the friend you used to need; so don’t expect me.
This lonely space, held into place by someone crazy
shall melt away like dawn to day as things get hazy.
So, please, think of me, the way I used to be.

As who I really should be.

So, don’t forget me.
You can’t forget me.
You won’t forget me.
Please, don’t forget me!

With changing inside, [bad word] paralyzed,
remaining [bad word] as I wish for paradise. 

But please, think of me, the way I used to be.

Oh, won’t you tell? Oh, please, just tell…
I fear who could it be. 
Who lives inside of me?