I can't seem to make the space that I need.
To put my thoughts in place. 
For my head to rest, and work at peace.

There's too many words to make sense of now.
But you're all afraid [bad word] and turn the page.

When it's all behind, everything in front
Can save your wasted nights and medicate the time. 
But when it's all behind, I swear there won't be time
To save your wasted nights and medicate your mind. 
 [bad word] in reason. Away with decision.
I'm not the one confined to position, content with illusion.

I can't seem to make the space that I need.
To put my thoughts in place.
For my head to rest, and work at peace.

I swear there won't be time
To save your wasted nights and medicate your mind.
But you're all afraid [bad word] and turn the page. 

Your blood is mine to bleed. 
In all we've [bad word]  too blind to see. 
I'll close my eyes and still believe, 
I'm safe within these walls I built for me.