tears and screams,
i wish i could rely on myself.

i want it to stop,
i want some time to catch my breath.
i want it to stop,
i want some time to catch my breath.

better, i would like to be
nowhere, i would like to be

back from this,
i thought i could do better than this.
i was up on a railing 
but you talked me down.

i want it to stop,
i want some time to catch my breath.
where were you? where were you?
when i needed you
it's too late now... isn't it?