Since I was young I remember having you there 
To help me along 
I never knew how much I relied on you 
Until you were gone 
Now I'm looking for you 
To reach out too 
Time passed 
I feel your guidance slipping away 
Now when I need you most 
I can't find you to say 
I'm sorry for expecting you there 
Every step of the way 
I'm sorry 
But I had to walk on my own anyway 
Since then I've learned to [bad word] my own guiding light 
No more hands always guiding me to the right.