I found myself in a vicious cycle
My eyes wide shut and I can't sleep
I'm holding on to every bit of faith
fractured mind to help us create
Such little time, don't let it go to waste
I [bad word] away

I never thought this would be something so haunting
Suffocated by the weight of everything
I never knew that I could put this all behind me, behind me
And I'm living now, now
I'm living now, now

I spend my days, forever fearing
The things in life that I can't change
I'm searching for any sort of means
My restless heart when you helped me to breathe
Now is the time, I set myself free

I never thought this would be something so haunting
Suffocated by the weight of everything
I never knew that I could put this all behind me, behind me
And I'm living now, now
I'm living now, now
I'm living now!

I couldn't take it, not any longer
I cut myself over nothing
I couldn't take it, any longer
So I dug myself out of this vengeful grave
And learned to live, so I dug myself out
I feel alive again, I can finally breathe

I never thought this would be something so haunting
Suffocated by the weight of everything
I never knew that I could put this all behind 
And I'm living now, now
I'm living now, now