When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so [bad word] special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the [bad word] am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't care if it hurts
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so [bad word] special
I wish I was special
 [bad word] out the door
Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so [bad word] special
I wish I was special