I am grasping in vain to catch the flow of time.
 In the very moment as the horns begin to howl I recognize the deafening tones.
 They speak of a grief is [bad word] telling me to prepare my escape.
 I must make my decision to wait for perdition or get it all together.
 I must make my decision because I can't leave forever.
 Confronted with this choice, there is no redirection.

 Look at yourself, look at what you've [bad word]  you were untouchable.
 How could you deceive me? I thought you would never change.
 You are shattering foundations once written in stone.
 If no one will walk with me, then I walk alone.

 You have been misguided by distorted views,
 choking your thoughts without requesting the facts.
 If you follow given plans then you will be the fool.
 When fed by a profiting hand there will always be a price.
 When seen in the night light it [bad word] so evident,
 but how can I judge or give you advice when 
 you give in to temptation and treason,
 unable to see the insidious reasons.
 I tried my best to stand your guard,
 discouraging this event,
 but now a stunning decline [bad word] 
 It is sundering my final strength.
 I feel the presence of defeat.