Scrape... harder 
Aftermath sets in on me 
I am wretched, detestable, worthless 
 [bad word] to comprehend the guilt 
To forfeit everything for atonement 

I'll hide away to fight the side that's screaming, What have you done? 
And the other that's fine with being, The bloodstained one 
Myself against me, two darkened faces, which one will win 

 [bad word]  
Take this affliction of the heart 
Dull these wounds of sorrow 
Beg for attrition from remorse 
My soul [bad word] so hollow 

I crawled and grasped for it, but still, grace eludes me 

I could have been the one to save us all 
From forces raging 
Instead I chose to fade and lost control 
And now I'm paying 

This agony is punishment for the choice I made 
I've never felt so [bad word] beneath an overwhelming weight 
Destroyed by misery, this aching disease, torment deserved 

 [bad word] 

Turn my hands to stone 
God knows my heart's halfway there 
Just take away my ability to kill 
Alter my moral perception 
Turn it upside down 

I found a place to escape from Two sides of sin 
Shed simulation to [bad word] Two beasts within 
I'll take the pain and build four walls Fortress of shame 
Lock me away for a just cause Bloody dichotomy 
I can't erase the consequence of Murderous rage 
I'll simply take myself away from This ravaged place