"if only i have more time"

heat haze`
 these days`
 ah ah~

woke up to the glare of the sun,
12 in the afternoon the day's long begun
the big blu sky~
"oh my"~
quiet dull day, made for two
i'm doing nothing special, but talking to you  
yet you and i~
 don't really mind

 then you look away and you start to say
"something's wrong with this  average summer day"
so i hold your hand, say "don't you worry and 
we'll share better days you understand?"
look to see your infectious smile 
cuz you know for that i'd walk a thousand miles
you go up ahead but don't seem to notice 
the horns
they blare
you turn
i could only stare
as~

the world's painted red and our innocence fade 
a symphony of splatters, your horrid serenade
i fall to my knees, and i scream and i cry;
"WHY THE [bad word] DID SHE HAVE TO DIE!?"
and my soul's painted red, and i feel so empty 
a mocking voice laugh; "it's destiny" 
but i don't care if this was chance or divine 
i say to myself;
"if only i had more time"

just need more time`
i need more time` 
heat haze` 
days` 
ah ah~

woke up to the glare of the sun 
12 in the afternoon the day's long begun 
but wait didn't this already  happen?
no way this is real... 
what's going on?
why does this seem so familiar? 
something doesn't feel right...
was it all a dream?
in the reaches of my mind, there's a thought
i can't quite explain it, tied myself in knots 
i say "oh my"~ 
"something's not right"

then i look to you, here we are us two 
just talking normally like we always do 
but i grab your hand, say "don't you worry and
it won't happen again, you understand?"
to save your smile, with my future revelation 
i'll steer you away from your final destination
and just as i fell that you're safe and secure 
a slam 
a pierce 
you fall 
i could feel the tears 
as~

the world won't have it, our dream is erased 
a [bad word] of your screams, wrapped in death's cold embrace
my heart starts to swell and i feel myself drop
"OH GOD PLEASE! JUST LET THIS [bad word] STOP!"
but the world won't have it, am i goin insane?
i hear a taunting voise say; "it all in vain"
i think i see you laugh as the clock begins to spin 
with scars of time 
my handreeth try
it begins...

in my restless dreams, our lives are as it seems 
but it dissolves when i remember your screams
how long has it been? trapped in the lone epoch?  
let me go, a chrono trigger to open the lock
 i believe that our future isn't written 
we could make it change, one picture won't make me listen
to lead you back to the future and that big blue sky 
i'll be there,
'til the end of time
 
it's the only way! i'll end this day
there was so much that i wanted to say
i feel so elated, i would laugh if i could 
 [bad word] YOU DESTINY!" are my last words 
the voice is stunned, as we both start to fade 
please don't cry, accept my blood stained serenade
this is what i've chosen, i don't really mind
i try to smile for you, one final time...

one final time`
just one last time`
heat haze`
days`
ah ah~

woke up to the glare of the sun
12 in afernoon the day's long begun
the big blu sky~
"oh why"~
lost him again, my hundreeth try 
out future isn't writen, i won't let you die
"if only"
"if only"
"i"
"had"
"more"
"time"