I feel like I'm [bad word] ....

Trying to find my place in the sun [bad word] and [bad word] and [bad word] but I [bad word] ....

My friends say I'm fine but I'm fraying at the seams,....

and I just can't sleep....

My nightmares I keep through the day and they won't go away,....

I taste defeat,....

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Obsessed restless mind,....

I wish I knew the right way to fill out my time,....

but I let the alcohol flow and I put on a show but you know....

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I'm trying, so hard, I'm trying, so hard, I'm trying, so hard, I'm... ....

I'm trying, so hard, I'm trying, so hard, I'm trying, so hard, I'm... ....

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As the morning begins,....

I begin to pack my things,....

I get my knickers in a twist and I wish and I wish for a short back and sides and a shirt and a tie,....

So I can fit in,....

put some wind in my sails but I just can't breathe....

to young to feel this old and  old enough know the weight I'm carrying....

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Obsessed restless mind,....

I wish I knew the right way to fill out my time,....

but I let the alcohol flow and I put on a show but you know....

.. ..

I'm trying, so hard, I'm trying, so hard, I'm trying, so hard, I'm... ....

I'm trying, so hard, I'm trying, so hard, I'm trying, so hard, I'm... ....

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Nothing else left to do....

retreat into a fighting stance and I dance and I dance and I dance in these dead girls shoes,....

I can feel these troubled soles/souls pulling me to the floor,....

and they just want more,....

with so much to lose....

hope went and died....

a hearse by his side....

2 gold coins in his eyes....

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Obsessed restless mind,....

I wish I knew the right way to fill out my time,....

but I let the alcohol flow and I put on a show but you know....

.. ..

I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying so hard....

I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying so....

I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying so hard....

I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying so....

I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying so hard....

I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying so....