Deep inside my heart, there's a little voice that guides me,
The vengeance burns inside me, and it's longing to be free

I need to show now how I feel, but I can't make it much too real,
My hatred didn't use to, but to turn it inside out, and left to ground,
I'm ??? birth, now I'm [bad word] on a someone else's cross
 [bad word] 
You were the only messiah for me, and I was your thirteenth disciple,
I loved you and praised you, but you let me down,
I'm angry 'cause straight this Judas will wear your crown

Time to count the scars, and the little that you taught me,
No longer you can call me, now the time [bad word] to get things what I preach...
I need you now, less than ever before, forevermore I grow so strong,
I tell you, you can call me Judas if you will, I will be alright, just let me catch my breath
 [bad word] 
You were the only messiah for me, and I was your thirteenth disciple,
I loved you and praised you, but you let me down,
I'm angry 'cause straight this Judas will wear your crown

I'd give my life for one more melody, I'm heeding your [bad word] for onward to see,
And give the end, preach, inherit the earth, you'll have your vanity, losing your sanity,
Take me, fight me, crown me the kings, and defy me

Thirteenth disciple became in the heart, the modern day deities now live in the dark,
And when I'm around, you don't talk so loud, and when I'm around, you don't walk so proud anymore
Now you see the tables turn, you're the undead king, and I'm phoenix rising
 [bad word] 
You were the only messiah for me, and I was your thirteenth disciple,
I loved you and praised you, but you let me down,
I'm angry 'cause straight this Judas will wear your crown