Interpret my way to be 
alone i feel like no one cares
tears keep falling the walls are closing in
dark institution of agony and pain
Narcisstic people around me
makes me weaker dont you see
another day 
became the prey
feeling insignificant if i where to fade

I believed, i believed you were my friend.
Thought you were there for me,
Open your eyes and see me,
yes it hurts, to [bad word] far behind,
To always be last in line,
Open your eyes and see me

Living with an empty hollow soul
during my darkest day
you came and gave me a reason
a source of safety and persistence
but all this time you slanderd me

i've been used and abused
i've [bad word] i've been beat
and still i refuse to give in to defeat
instead i stand my ground and i try to stand tall
with a fist in my face and my back against the wall

I believed, i believed you were my friend.
Thought you were there for me,
Open your eyes and see me,
yes it hurts, to [bad word] far behind,
To always be last in line,
Open your eyes and see me

(SWEDISH)
Regn allt detta regn som faller hela tiden
rinner ner på huden mellan jackan o nacken
blötte ner min tröja o gör huden kall som [bad word] skit
men inget kommer döda mig när jag väl har kommit hit
för nu e jag här
Jag står ju här rakt frammför dig i mörkret mellan bilarna 
o väntar på att du ska bränna mig
du kommer aldrig klara att plocka mig ur tiden 
för det är mitt regn som faller hela tiden

when everyday, feels like a trial
I hide within my shell

Blood flowing through my veins
seeking a way out 
am i stuck in this [bad word] 
for ever 
tell me you so called friend

I believed, i believed you were my friend.
Thought you were there for me,
Open your eyes and see me,
yes it hurts, to [bad word] far behind,
To always be last in line,
Open your eyes and see me