I’m cut off, out of the loop, back of the line. 
Can’t get a word in, 
Can’t feel your body close to mine.
And yeah, it’s really quite more painful than it sounds. 
I can’t believe we’re losing the connection that we found. 
I’m heavy with the weight of missing you, my dear, 
And I would tell you how but you’re too far away to hear. 
That this was the worst day, 
Cause this was the first day that you’re gone. 

I would like to think you’re okay without me 
And your happy thoughts are rarely about me. 
You’re so worth all of this torture. 
You’re so worth all of this torture. 

I’m [bad word] up, end of the noose, back of the line. 
I feel sick when I think of the life I left behind. 
And yeah, it’s really quite more painful than it sounds. 
You barely gave a [bad word] before my body hit the ground. 
I’m heavy with the weight of missing you, my dear, 
And I would tell you how but you’re too far away to hear. 
That this was the worst day, 
Cause this was the first day that you’re gone. 

I would like to think you’re okay without me 
And your happy thoughts are rarely about me. 
You’re so worth all of this torture. 
You’re so worth all of this torture. 

This is the hardest time to keep your head up. 
This is the hardest time to feel safe and sound.
This is the hardest time to keep your head up. 
This is the hardest time to feel safe, to feel safe and sound.

I would like to think you’re okay without me 
And your happy thoughts are rarely about me. 
You’re so worth all of this torture. 
You’re so worth all of this torture. 
I would like to think you’re okay without me 
And your happy thoughts are rarely about me. 
You’re so worth all of this torture. 
You’re so worth all of this torture. 

You’re so worth all of this torture. 
So worth all of this torture.